Back to the Showring

I've designated yesterday, April 28, as my first day on the path back to the horseshow ring.  I haven't shown since college, which makes it over 10 years.  I've attempted to start down this path before and have run into many obstacles along the way - having kids, poor horse choices, lacking a trainer, and my own lack of motivation.

But, now, I'm back on the path.  I've taken a few good first steps: I bought Nikki last September, I've been diligent about working with him over the past few weeks and so am overcoming my fear of him when he jumps about (he's a huge 17 hands - bigger than any horse I've ridden much before).  Jan, my trainer, is just waiting for me to give the word that I'm ready to start up lessons again.  Its been 5 days now and Nikki has kept his shoes on (well, I haven't gone to check this afternoon).

Oh, and my dear husband put up lights in my arena so I can ride after the kids are in bed.

There's also a long way to go:  I need to continue to be diligent in my training.  That means getting Nikki out even though I might not feel like it 100%.  I need to swallow my fears and get Nikki out even though conditions might not be perfect (windy, cold, noisy).  He doesn't scare me on the ground anymore, now we need to build a trust when I'm riding him.  I need to believe Jan when he tells me I'm a good, talented rider.