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I hate my job.  But, it is beginning to occur to me that I hate it mostly because every day I go, sit at my desk and do nothing, I am reminded of my failure to take advantage of what my husband insists is a "great opportunity". 

I have the skills and intelligence to be successful but I am struggling with the obvious fact that I am unable to be successful in my current setting.  Sucess at my current job requires an entreprenuerial sort, which I am not.  I am surrounded by entreprenuers in my family and I feel so guilty for not being like them.  I don't know how to be o.k. with the fact that I'm not entreprenuerial.  I need a magic wand to wave over myself. 

So, I've wound up staying in my current job longer than I should have probably.  I'm always telling myself that I'll change, I'll do it, I'll magically become successful.  But I don't.  I go to work and just sit.  I beat myself up for not being a particular way, for missing my "great opportunity".

I'm just so scared to quit, though I know I should.  I'm so scared to finally close that door and admit defeat.