If only . . .

I have the personality to be a good courtroom attorney.  Problem is that I can't seem to get that attitude to show up when I need it.  It comes out at float.  I'm outgoing, competent, in charge, fearlessly speak to large groups, am funny, quick-witted, silly.  It comes out when I manage to get out on a dance floor.  Takes me awhile to get there but, once I do, its hard to get me to sit back down.  I flirt, I'm sexy.  It comes out when I'm alone in my car and a good song comes on the radio.  I sing (loudly), I clap, I conduct. 

I know its there.  Now, if I could only learn to summon it on demand.